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wolfrain319

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Hello

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It feels good to create art again, whether it be mere doodles or elaborate paintings. I am feeling a little more sociable today so I decided to share links to other sites I am on. Feel free to ask and chat with me (if you don't mind me awkwardness). 

Tumblr: 
childishhysterics (main)
filipinohobo (art blog)

Anipan:
Dionaea

Instagram:
childishhysterics

Line Play:
Flytrap


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When I think about the future, all I see is either nothing but black empty space, or a downward spiral to infinity and oblivion. "What is wrong with me"? I ask myself. To be honest, I do not know.

My mood fluctuates more often than ever, and there is always something that sends me into a kind of silent rage. Perhaps it's because of envy and the tendency to wallow in self-pity, which angers me even more. 

Drawing and painting was something I could never let go of... it's something that made me feel alive, made me feel free. I'm afraid that's starting to change, and I start to question myself if this is what I truly wanted to do. I can't even bring myself to draw anymore; the moment I do it becomes disgusting. Everything rots away. 

I think I'm just immensely frustrated today.
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I don't know

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I don't know if I feel happy about taking Japanese as this year's language module instead of French. I want to learn both, but I'm not allowed to take up both at the same time, due to 'clashing of schedules'.

I'd really love it if someone were to teach me the French language too. Sigh.
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I've been considering whether to start anew with another dA account. Even after reorganizing my current gallery, the feeling of disatisfaction hasn't really gone yet; I guess you could say I hate most of the art I've created here.
Looking back, I've drawn a lot of silly, dumb shitty stuff... but I guess we have to start somewhere.


Hopefully when the time comes for my future dA rebirth, I'll start uploading more of my recent works. Perhaps including some of the scribbles while I'm on the go?

...

Ah, whatever. Till then, I guess I'll just keep dumping my art here in the meantime. And maybe come out of my shell and start talking to any of you guys.

((Edit: Holy shit, I sound like some kind of desperado pleading for social interaction. Ahahaha..ha?))



Also, just for fun:
My personal Tumblr:
childishhysterics.tumblr.com
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I. Need. It.

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Ayami Kojima's "Santa Lilio Sangre" artbook.

I need it.

I want it.

So badly that my heart's flipping and jumping like there's no tomorrow.

AND I CAN'T SLEEP DAMMIT!

I hope I can have it for Christmas.... -w-

Do you guys have other art books you recommend, aside from the Exposé series? :3 Especially the illustrations kind.
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